Ive had writers block for quite awhile. Im sure we all know what hell and torment that is. Eventually I got around to writing loss. While thinking about all the people ive lost in my life. Its a poem that hits close to home. So Thought id take that leap and put it up for the deviant art community. Its best to share our poetry and let it be the release we need to find peace and understanding. Its tough going through losing the ones you love. But eventually you accept it. Even though you will never forget them and you will never completely be over it. But acceptance. At least can bring some peace and solace.

For the most part also ive been gaming alot. Mostly beta testing old republic for bioware. which ive done for quite a few months. And now that beta has ended I find myself in great withdrawl of this innovative new take on the mmorpg genre. But early access begins tuesday. And I got the collectors edition preordered since they first took preorders. So my withdrawl will end soon. And thank god for that. Withdrawl is not a pleasent companion to have with you.

The beta when it ended was quite smooth with minimal problems. And those problems which did arise. I reported to bioware promptly. Cause you know thats what beta testing is for. To actually test the game and report to the devolpers. You would be suprised how many people dont actually test and just go into beta cause they want to say they were there and get a taste of it. If you beta test its your responsablity to do your part. And I dont take that lightly. Im really excited for the old republic. I like its approach to mmorpgs with actual plot and how your choices actually matter and effect you throughout the game itself. Finally a game that I can play and make choices with voice overs on the npcs. So many damn mmorpgs get boring with read this quest. Do that quest. With no voice overs and it doesnt effect you in the long run. Old republic has really set new standards for the mmorpg genre. Thank you bioware.

Good to be back on deviant art.